the hardest thing

We seldom take notice what we have because we are too preoccupied looking for whatever it is that we are missing out on. Like not having the latest shoe style, the perfect toned body, or wanting too damn much to become "Mrs. Kellan Kyle". We glide through life not truly appreciating the simplest of all things such as being able to breathe, or squint when the sun's rays becomes too unbearable or not knowing how the hell to stop when you're laughing too hard and all you end up doing is clutch hard to your stomach thinking you might pass out anytime soon. I must admit I am guilty to such act. 

If I was handed a clock that can reverse time, I would greatly want to make ends meet to some people - people that I have hurt and took for granted, people whom I have not spoken for too long and to some, who have become my shelter and my source of strength but they go unnoticed and unaccounted for because I rarely share the spotlight with them. Indeed, apologizing seems to be the hardest word to utter. It takes humility and acceptance to see past the pride that sometimes overshadows the right thing that must be done. 

So to you, wherever you might be, I am sorry ...