He Could Be...

To Ken :

I may not get the chance nor the courage to ever tell you just how beautiful you are; nor how you made my breath hitch, (literally!)the first time I saw you;
nor how I've always looked forward to every coffee break or lunch time, with the hopes that I might bump into you and how everytime that happens, everytime I see you walk inside the 4-walled corners of the cafeteria, time just seemed to miraculously move in a slow-fast-slow motion - which was very confusing but exciting at the same time.

I may sound like a love-struck teenager right now with all the "ooh's" and "aah's" a girl could ever associate this whole situation with, but just to get the message across (virtually, that is), you were the closest thing my 28 year old senses can compare to who and what a man candy should be.

So, here's a little something for you - made this whole thing up the very first time I saw you in training.


"He sat at the far corner of the table, with his head bent down, and hands clasped together as if in prayer. I noticed a sheet of paper, scribbled with words which I presumed were inconsequential. He wore a shirt that of gray and a pair of the usual, manly jeans which I thought were, "Baggy, typical."
As I was about to let my eyes wander onto the girl beside him, he gazed up. And looked directly my way. "Oh my God!" my mind thought. "What incredible eyes he had. Both expressive and tantalizing and... sexy as hell." I was stunned. I could not look away. He held me, right there, with just a stare. And as if he heard my rather not too innocent thoughts, he smiled. Dear God, he smiled. Why does he have to smile? And blush at the same time? Wait. Shouldn't I be the one blushing? For crying out loud, I am gawking at this man right now and he blushed?! As if being beautiful with the face of what my human mind can only compare to as being "angelic", he had to top it all off with that incredible, buttery, sigh-inducing smile? This is too much for the senses. A meltdown, I'm sure. As if on cue, the trainer adviced the class to take a break. I did. I got up and hastily went out to the ladies room."Breathe. Just breathe," I said to myself.